ENDXIETY - Dok2, Ann One

스틸녹스 하나

또 이름 모를 색 하나 없인 잠은 아예 잘 못 자

가끔 숨을 쉬는 것 조차 힘이 들어

보이기엔 평범하지, 참 no probs

근데 머리 안이 그냥 복잡 아니 고장

모자를 푹 눌러써도 혼란스러운 기분

미운 사람 하나 없이 항상 맘 가득한 미움

쉬운 일들도 더 자꾸 어렵게 번지는

병 키운 내 잘못 혹은 현실에 발목

알몸으로 나온 듯해 꾸며도

딱히 예외란 없지 단잠 꿈에도

수많은 사람 채운 무대도

It feels so empty but I gotta do it tho

나도 생각 없고 싶어, 마냥 멀쩡하고 싶어

술이 취한 것 같지 but I don’t drink no liquor

Shit keep gettin' deeper, 아름다움이 안 이뻐 보여

내 몸, 맘 갈등이 깊어

Baby we should get away

Go cruise down PCH

Get wavy with the palm trees

We should go crazy

Live for today yeah

Get away, get away

We should just get away, get away

We should just get away, get away

We should just get away, get away

어젠 소리치고 많이 울었대

근데 기억이 난 나지 않아

내 머릿속 내가 생각하는 나이지 않아

공황이 내 가족이라면 젤 맏이 아마

바지 가락 잡는 오한

아직 남아있는 여파인지

평생 이 상태로 계속 고통 속에 살지 않길 바랄 뿐이지

사람을 만나는 자리가 극도로 꺼려져, 무서워졌어

뒤돌아 서면 또 정색을 하는 이 세상에 혼자만 웃기가 두려워졌어

환한게 부담만스러워, 어서 내 자리에 불들은 꺼둬

아프지 않은 저 무리속 사람들 마냥 다 부러워졌어

Man thought it was Just a glimpse

내가 미친 건지 미친 삶에 내가 지친 건지

내가 아프다니 아무도 안 믿지

저기 미안하지만 다 믿는 척은 해도 느낄 수가 없지

Fuck this anxiety, they fucked up my party

Like Highly addictive pills

Depression anger and ills

You will never know how it feels, fo real and fo real

누군 불치병이래, 구글에도 안 나오는 원인에

이 노랠 만드는게 나의 유일한 큰 치료

다 믿고 싶지 않아 하네, 지인들과 부모님도

When the wind blows I hope it goes away with the dust

Everything is possible

In buddha I trust

Gotta stay positive peace

Baby we only have

One life to live

You know you shouldn’t waste it

Feeling suffocated

I know you gotta make your paper

Just remember time

Won’t wait for ya

Before you get any deeper

Deeper yeah

One Steel Knox

Also, I can't sleep well without a single color I don't know.

Sometimes it's hard to even breathe

It looks normal, so no probs

But the inside of my head is just complicated, not broken

I feel confused even when I put my hat on tight

Without a single hateful person, my heart is always full of hate

Even the easy things keep getting more and more difficult

My fault for raising the disease or my ankles in reality

It looks like you came out naked, even if you decorate it

There are no exceptions, even in a sleepy dream

A stage filled with many people

It feels so empty but I gotta do it tho

I don't want to think about it either, I want to be okay

I think I'm drunk, but I don't drink no liqueur

Shit keep gettin' deeper, beauty doesn't look pretty

My body and mind are in deep conflict

Baby we should get away

Go cruise down PCH

Get wavy with the palm trees

We should go crazy

Live for today yeah

Get away, get away

We should just get away, get away

We should just get away, get away

We should just get away, get away

You shouted and cried a lot yesterday

But I can't remember

I'm not the age I think I'm in my head

If panic is my family, the eldest is probably

Chills grabbing your pants

Is there still any aftermath?

I just hope you don't live in this pain for the rest of your life

I'm extremely reluctant to meet people, I'm scared

I was afraid to laugh alone in this world where I look back when I turn around

I'm tired of the light, come on, turn off the lights in my place

I envy everyone like the people in that group who didn't get sick

Man thought it was Just a glimpse

Am I crazy or am I tired of a crazy life

Nobody believes that I'm sick

I'm sorry, but I can't feel it even if I pretend to believe everything

Fuck this anxiety, they fucked up my party

Like Highly addictive pills

Depression anger and ills

You will never know how it feels, fo real and fo real

Someone said it was an incurable disease, the reason it didn't show up on Google

Making this song is my only big cure

They say they don't want to believe it, their acquaintances and their parents

When the wind blows I hope it goes away with the dust

Everything is possible

In buddha I trust

Gotta stay positive peace

Baby we only have

One life to live

You know you shouldn't waste it

Feeling suffocated

I know you gotta make your paper

Just remember time

Won't wait for ya

Before you get any deeper

Deeper yeah