I Ain't A Saint - Cryptic Wisdom

I got a lot on my mind, let me say it with the chest

Give it a rest, put all the rumors to bed, lately I ain’t been impressed

What you been thinking?

What you been drinking?

All of that lean got you

feeling pressed

Yes, I know I’ve got issues and some might offend you, who would’ve guessed

I ain’t a regular guy, don’t look at me like it when I arrive

I’ve been ahead of my time, I’m young in the face and dead in the eyes

Give me your focus and give me your soul, I’ve given you mine

Now come a bit closer, I feel the emotion, feel every vibe

And I wanna feed, everybody’s gotta bleed, now it’s either you or me

I ain’t gonna let 'em breathe, nobody safe, nobody free

You wouldn’t believe, what I’ve done when I speed

G in me got me looking like I need to know peace

I need release, give me a reason, give me a lease

On this life, what it means, some of it has been a dream

Some of it has been a nightmare and I feel it more when I sleep

Don’t wake me please, I wanna hurt, I wanna seethe

Yeah, I ain’t a saint

Look at me, look what I’ve done

Look what I’ve done

Yeah, I ain’t a saint

Look at me, look what I’ve done

Look what I’ve done

Yeah, I ain’t a saint

Look at me, look what I’ve done

Look what I’ve done

Yeah, I ain’t a saint

Look at me, look what I’ve done

Look what I’ve done

Yeah, I went on tour, thought it’d open up a door

Did it again, did it again and again, even if I can’t afford

What it would do to me when I would come home, energy in me will run low

Looking for a little dopamine, a little serotonin, no luck though

I’ve been through it and I still go through it when I’m feeling real low

Getting money but I feel broke, put it into what I built slow

If I didn’t, I would blow it all, bring in what you’d probably kill for

Doing everything I need to, just so maybe I could feel hope

God damn, yeah, look at me go, letting you into my personal life

I don’t know how to communicate, there’s a lot for you to learn when I write

Every time I go and turn to the mic, I ain’t got a single worry in sight

These days, I ain’t doing much and I feel bad so I work in the night

I just really wanna sleep in, every minute like a weekend

Maybe I don’t wanna be here, maybe I don’t wanna pretend

Maybe I just need change, maybe I just need to breathe in

Maybe I just need to reset, need therapy or need Jesus

Yeah, I ain’t a saint

Look at me, look what I’ve done

Look what I’ve done

Yeah, I ain’t a saint

Look at me, look what I’ve done

Look what I’ve done

Yeah, I ain’t a saint

Look at me, look what I’ve done

Look what I’ve done

Yeah, I ain’t a saint

Look at me, look what I’ve done

Look what I’ve done