Painkiller - Call Me Loop

I’ve been talking to my therapist for six months now

Tryna unpack everything, the why, what, how

I could’ve ever messed it up so bad, it hurts

You were the only one I’ve ever been my real self with

You were my rock, my safety net when things got shit

You were my painkiller for so long

You righted so many wrongs

Oh, I thought you loved me enough to forgive mistakes and

Where did that side of you go?

Where’s the give and taking?

'Cause you walked away so easy

You gave up without a fight

I know, I’m the one who messed up

But I still have a right

To demand a little more of you

I can’t believe you wouldn’t talk things through

And now I’m left to re-build all the parts of me that you left behind

And now I’m left to re-build all the parts of me that you left behind

I’ve been sleeping late and eating bad for six months now

Overthinking every little thing, the why, what, how

You could’ve gone and disappeared like that, it hurts

And just admit you didn’t take on any ownership

I know I lost my grip

But it takes two to drift

Been on the painkillers for so long

That they don’t even work now

Oh, I thought you loved me enough to forgive mistakes and

Where did that side of you go

Where’s the give and taking?

'Cause you walked away so easy

You gave up without a fight

I know, I’m the one who messed up

But I still have a right

To demand a little more of you

I can’t believe you wouldn’t talk things through

And now I’m left to re-build all the parts of me that you left behind

And now I’m left to re-build all the parts of me that you left behind