Changes - Call Me Karizma

If I was to say I am to blame

For all of the sadness and all of the pain

Would you listen?

And grant me forgiveness?

If I was to claim that I have changed

And prove to the world in all of the ways

That I’m different

Would it make a difference?

I started writing songs because I saw some videos on MTV

Eminem and MCR were on my screen

Ten years old and had a dream

Mom and Dad were sad to see

I gradually was running from the path that they had handed me

A fantasy

«You'll never be a superstar, Morgan don’t change who you are»

But I was fucking selfish so I bit the hand and chewed too far

By the time 2009 had came and gone I saw the signs

Of all the demons in my mind

A freshman starting senior high

I sat in class and realized I’ll never be that perfect son

Never wear a business suit and hate my day till work is done

I made some shitty choices but now changing’s what I’m working on

I tried to be two guys at once but now it’s time to murder one

If I was to say I am to blame

For all of the sadness and all of the pain

Would you listen?

And grant me forgiveness?

If I was to claim that I have changed

And prove to the world in all of the ways

That I’m different

Would it make a difference?

I never thought my life would turn into the mess that it did

I would to be depressed if that’s as bad as it gets

And no I never would’ve guessed I’d be affected like this

And be accused of things that I didn’t commit

But I am guilty of this

I stopped music for the reasons I loved

I met my fans but only cared about the girls on the bus

I was thinking of myself instead of those who I trust

And I forgot about the nights I spent alone feeling stuck

At nineteen I was touring, thinking I was important

Knowing one day I’ll be driving in Porsches

Talk about losing focus

Now I’m twenty-four and all my shows are canceled

Cuz this rockstar life was more than I could handle

Light the candles

It’s a funeral I hope you attend

It’s time to put to rest the shit I did and things that I said

I was stupid and I promise I won’t do it again

I can’t change who I was but I can fix who I am

If I was to say I am to blame

For all of the sadness and all of the pain

Would you listen?

And grant me forgiveness?

If I was to claim that I have changed

And prove to the world in all of the ways

That I’m different

Would it make a difference?

Would it make a difference?

Would it make a difference?