Am I Going Crazy? - BVA

I feel erratic, is this psychosis?

Nah I got some of that off of piff and I smoked it

No joke shit, it comes in phases

Sometimes wyle the fuck out, sometimes grace and behave

Burn away spliffs, I think my brain stopped growin'

Somewhere around where the light signs stopped showin'

My old man always said: «When you’re older, you’ll be knowin'

How it drives you Insane In The Membrane.»

Shit!

I lost my train of thought, I lost my house keys

Lost that bike that I got of fingers or about free

Lost it for a bit heard some people call me 'alchy' but it ain’t the drink that

really took it out me

I look around to see the side effects

I set a wise of a good reflection of what’s inside the head

My mind’s been fed, my mind’s bled

That’s why I can’t remember of what the fuck I just said

Am I going crazy?

I’m talking to myself?

I think I’m maybe

Beaver’s fucked, is my name’s Josh Davey?

Scared to ask myself if it’s changed me

So have the drugs changed me?

Everybody thought he was nice, everyone liked him

'Til one day somebody pissed him off and he started knifin'

Throw him in the psych bin

Fools, can’t you see?

I was just trynna be cool, it was you that made it

exciting

School for five years with the rich kids on a scholarship

How the fuck you meant to fit in when you can’t bring the dollars with?

At school I was poor, on the bus I was rich

The truth was the first song you think I really give a shit

What they think of me?

I knew that from day one

Forget the words even though every day is the same song

Pick up the same bong, sniff the same shit, tip the same drip down my throat

when my life’s gone wrong

My mind speaks to me but I’ve been thinking: «Fuck that dickhead!»

I can’t hear him jibbering away when the spliff’s red

Doing for the fuck instead

Fuck an angel in my sin bed

Don’t even trust myself like a pinhead

Looking in the mirror like a taxi driver

You’re looking at me, punk?

Through a cloud of a skunk it isn’t me either

Pinched out the bags so that’s a fiver

I’m going in on a turn like having sex, driving, holding a screw driver

Am I going crazy?

I’m talking to myself, I think I may be

Beaver’s fucked, is my name Josh Davey?

Scared to ask myself if it’s changed me

So have the drugs changed me?