Mother - Before I Turn

Forsaken, I’m broken

My desire to take away these demons in my mind

I’m calling for your name

But I can only catch a silhouette of your smile

I’ve told you many times before

I’ve always had the answers for

The pain and suffering

The lies you told, the pain I’m in

I told you I would take you there

Away from all your frights and fears

Forget your misery

But the seasons change so rapidly

I’m taking one last look

At your picture, slowly fading in the fire

I’m staring at your name

But there’s a silence that looms inside of me, at your grave

It’s like I just forgot to breathe

It sucks the life right out of me

I’ve lost before but now I’m sure

You aren’t the girl I thought you were

Two years have passed and all I see

Your shadow always haunting me

Forget my misery

'Cause my feelings change so rapidly

I’ve contemplated this before

You took my hand and said, «No more»

You took my eyes so I can’t see

You filled my lungs, so now I breathe

The dust and death beside your grave

As if it wasn’t enough to save

Your life so many times

I’ve contemplated this before

You took my hand and said, «No more»

You took my eyes so I can’t see

You filled my lungs, so now I breathe

The dust and death beside your grave

As if it wasn’t enough to save

Your life so many times

So you stabbed me in the back and I had to watch you die