Tamir - Aspova

Yıkılmaz duvarlar, ne dağlar gördüm, olsun

Gücüm var durmam, yıkılmam sözüm olsun

Azalmak günden güne, yazılmış dünden böyle

Haz almak yarından, imkânsızlıklarımdan

Uzun yolum uzun fazla, ey

Gözüm arar ufuklarda hep

Çekmem ayağım gazda, ey

İbre sonda birazdan, ey

Çalar çalar durmaz asla teyp

Bazen Weeknd, bazen sazla ney

Tüm hatırlar hafızamda hep

O mezarlıklar bir hastane

«Geri dönmek yok.»

dedim hep kendime

İstanbul, karambol bu, kararlar aldım kendime

Eve dönmek yok, yeni geldim kendime

Hissizdim, yaram dondu, bu karardan cayan da bendim

Beni yıkamaz onca badire

Nedenini sorma tahmin et

Yolum dolu tümseklerle

Yaram vardı hep tamir ettim

Beni yıkamaz onca badire

Nedenini sorma tahmin et

Yolum dolu tümseklerle

Yaram vardı hep tamir ettim

Bütün hepsi gelip üst üste

Kurtulayım yeter gözüm hiç yok lükste, ey

Bana göre değil kaderime küsmek

Sıkıntı yok, dönerim eve minibüsle

Yorulmak, gocunmak yok bana göre değil her şey elimde

Ucunda ışıklar görünüyor kapalı bir dert tünelinde

Alınmasınlar bana, darılmasınlar böyle

Tekim ben, tektim hep, bunun cezasını da ben çektim hep

Bunu biliyo’sun yetinemem azla, ey

Kalem ⸺ kâğıt sanki bana kazma kürek

Dertlerimin mezarını kazmam gerek

Çünkü benim için varlığım yazmak demek

«Geri dönmek yok.»

dedim hep kendime

İstanbul, karambol bu, kararlar aldım kendime

Eve dönmek yok, yeni geldim kendime

Hissizdim, yaram dondu, bu karardan cayan da bendim

Beni yıkamaz onca badire

Nedenini sorma tahmin et

Yolum dolu tümseklerle

Yaram vardı hep tamir ettim

Beni yıkamaz onca badire

Nedenini sorma tahmin et

Yolum dolu tümseklerle

Yaram vardı hep tamir ettim

I've seen indestructible walls, neither mountains

I have the strength, I will not stop, I will not break down.

Decrease from day to day, written like this yesterday

Getting pleasure from tomorrow, my impossibilities

My long road is too long, ey

I always look for the horizons

I won't pull my foot on the gas, ey

The needle is at the end soon, ey

As soon as it plays, the tape never stops.

Sometimes Weeknd, sometimes reed ney

All the memories are always in my memory

Those cemeteries are a hospital

"There is no going back."

I always said to myself

Istanbul, this is chaos, I made decisions for myself

No going back home, I just got myself

I was numb, my wound froze, I was the one who backed out from this decision

All those badires can't wash me away

Don't ask why guess

My way is full of bumps

I had a wound, I always fixed it

All those badires can't wash me away

Don't ask why guess

My way is full of bumps

I had a wound, I always fixed it

All come together

Let me get rid of it, I don't have any eyes for luxury, ey

Not for me, to be offended by my destiny

It's okay, I'll come home by minibus

Don't get tired, don't be offended, it's not for me, everything is in my hands

Lights appear at the end in a closed tunnel of trouble

Let them not be offended by me

I'm the only one, I've always been the only one

You know that, I can't be content with less, ey

Pen ⸺ paper it's like a digging shovel to me

I need to dig the grave of my troubles

Because for me my existence means writing

"There is no going back."

I always said to myself

Istanbul, this is chaos, I made decisions for myself

No going back home, I just got myself

I was numb, my wound froze, I was the one who backed out from this decision

All those badires can't wash me away

Don't ask why guess

My way is full of bumps

I had a wound, I always fixed it

All those badires can't wash me away

Don't ask why guess

My way is full of bumps

I had a wound, I always fixed it