Shinigami - Amber Sea

Let me tell you something man-to-man

I’m conscious that you won’t understand

I just fucking need to speak to someone

Let me tell you something

So shut your fucking mouth

And listen carefully

Younger, I put a mask on

So shut your stupid mother fucking mouth

I’m not telling

Not telling you

I’m already a man

A mask made of suffering

A mask which kept me from reality

A mask made of suffering

Kept me away from reality

Forever feeling weak with him on my face

No escape plan

Forever feeling weak with him on my face, no escape plan

This fucking thing was my worst friend, my best enemy.

Intoxicating breath, It’s impossible for me to take it off,

take it off alone.

I spent entire days begging him to get off my face

He started to laughed at me,

Telling me I’d be weak without him

Without him in my bones

I had the choice, I could have erase him

From the blood in my veins

I had the choice, I could have erase him

This life I didn’t choose was easier in a certain way

All I had to do was to accept all his whims

Or I’d go astray

Until the day I saw

I saw his harmful reflection on my life

I won’t obey anymore

You will fear my name

You’ll fear my fucking name

How did I do to seperate my throath from this knife?

This is my secret, bitch

This is my secret it is absolutely not a shame.

If you really want to know, you have to listen

One last effort

I finally found the name of this disgusting piece of shit

The name of this piece of shit

Sadly some people think he’s called cowardice

But he’s simply called fear

I was scared all my life

Sadly some people think he’s called cowardice

but today I can finally use him against his will