Deci (Mate) - Amber Sea

To be honest, I trusted you at the beginning

To be honest, you meant something to me

I respected you way more than I should have

Your heart’s so dark it could make the sun turns black

It may be a matter of generation

We don’t live in the same world, prosperious and sheltered

Or is this just a matter of education?

Bitch

An expendable life

Hollow and so selfish

I’m not the one who created a kingdom

A kingdom with hate

I was fucking blind

Cause you were my mate

Today still I wonder if you even realize that together we built up the dreams

throne you sat on alone for a year

These sleepless nights, when you were not counting the sheeps

These loveless dreams, scared to death by an imaginary ghost

I tried my best to help you through all that shit

Don’t ask me why, I can’t divide the middle

A perfect lie standing in the shadow over me

Yeah you’re lying to me

The vibe that you sell, the way that you look at me

Yeah, you’re lying to me

There’s nothing that you could provide that would bring me release

You lied to me for the last time

Fighting yourself tonight

I can easily imagine your face listening to this song

FUCK YEAH

Now that you’ve got no crown, you’re no fucking king

I finally open my mouth

I won’t bite my tongue

And if you catch the song

You’ll follow the sound

Here we go, it’s not meant for the weak

It’s so clear how I can see you from now on —

From now on, I can see how much you’re spineless and ridiculous

How can you still be so arrogant when you cry in your bed?