I'm Healing - Zela

I been kissing' without ya

Haven’t been taking my time

I got sick of sharing beds with petrolheads

And getting lost in the white of my wine

Oh would you give it a rest, yeah?

I’m getting bored of your mouth

You’re running it round but it’s over, it’s too late

I’m bad now

I used to stick around at the party 'til I can’t see

Back and forth nasty loving in the car seat, nah

F*** it, we’re over

Scrap that, come over

Fighting for peace and I’m dreaming that I can’t sleep

It’s nowt to do with my exterior heartbeat, nah

It’s all genetics and kinetics and know-how

I’m Healing

I’m Healing

I’m Healing

I’m Healing

(Vrse 2)

You say I’m more exciting

Whn I’m off my meds

You say I’m a better time when I’m out my mind

Or was that the voices in my head (maybe it’s the)

I think I might be infected

But I know the cure

Stop going on like an addict, you only got bad habits I’m sure

No more replacing feeling with boys and drinks

And things that keep the truth down

Trying all my friends out

And I sleep real bad when I’ve bleached myself sad

Oh no, I don’t wanna, don’t wanna play dead no more

I’m Healing

I’m Healing

I’m Healing

I’m Healing

(Bridge)

Well I could make my flaws iconic if I wanted

But I don’t really think I’d be happy if I’m honest

Like tapping on big, bolted doors

Even wolves can’t get through with their big bad claws

You see, the thing is, right, we epitomise divide

Yet I’m not so invested in reflections of time

And what might have been

But rather recognising when my soul’s conflicted

And what facilitates and makes me growl

I’m intimately acquainted with the b***s*** that surrounds it all

Nervously, purposely pull away the skin on our fingers

When we’re triggered (I'm Healing)

And I know I’m hard to love and I love hard and

Blah blah blach

But I’m content 'cause at least I can feel now

Can you feel now?

I’m Healing

I’m Healing

I’m Healing

I’m Healing

I drop it down, f*** around, and I’m not sorry 'bout it

I can get down, falling out with my friends

Just to fall into bed with them, again

I do it over again, it’s a trend, but I’m not sorry 'bout any of it, nah

'Cause I’m too punk to care now, I’m not scared now

'Cause I ain’t dead no more

I’m Healing

I’m Healing

I’m Healing

I’m Healing