Afraid - Xavier Omär

Losing love, unrequited

Was it truly love?

undecided

Hard times, I’m broken

Past lies, they leave you open

I try, I’m hopeless

At night, no way of coping

With this shredded heart

Can I get reparations for the pain?

Baby I’m afraid

Really I’m afraid

Of giving you what they all messed up

My stress up

Took them pictures and I dressed up

Looking blessed up

You need something and I got you

I spot you

Til i see your love is not true

It’s not true

And I’m scared of what that feels like

Looking stupid out in real life

Baby I’m Afraid

Really I’m Afraid

Of loving you

(I'm so afraid to love you)

With all my heart, my time

(I'm so afraid of hurting again)

Baby I’m afraid

(I'm so afraid to love you)

Really I’m afraid

(I'm so afraid of hurting again)

God has not given us the spirit of fear

But the spirit of love looking like it’s not here

I don’t doubt your heart, I just know things change

It just leads to pain, I still bleed the same

I still say I’m fine, but I leave my brain

Dont' wanna think no more, I can’t defeat my shame

Don’t wanna play no more, I can’t defeat this game

But that phone still rings, can’t delete your name

'cuz you give to me

Everything I pray for, every single day for

Listen to me, honestly

You don’t have to wait for me to feel I’m safe or

That I’m ready this time

I want no one else, not «too» focused on myself

It’s just baby I’m afraid

Really I’m afraid

Of loving you

(I'm so afraid to love you)

With all my heart, my time

(I'm so afraid of hurting again)

Baby I’m afraid

(I'm so afraid to love you)

Really I’m afraid

(I'm so afraid of hurting again)