My Life - X-EL

This is what I’m gonna do

And this is how I live

This is what I’m gonna do

And this is how I live

Ya

This is what I’m gonna do

And this is how I live

This is me and this my life now

It is.

(I SAID!)

(Verse 1 Part 1)

This My Life now

With a mic now

As I spit my lyrics you know me more

With every track out

I got my own demons

Everyday I live an episode so you can call these my seasons

Its the pages that I write

Pages of my life

Things that make me overthink

To stay up late

All night

Bet you’ll think i’ll fall right?

Bitch you’ll never see me fall

I’ll be here forever so you better remember… me

(Hook)

This is what I’m gonna do

And this is how I live

This is what I’m gonna do

And this is how I live

Ya

This is what I’m gonna do

And this is how I live

This is me and this my life now

It is.

(I SAID!)

(Verse 1 Part 2)

I said I’m fucking out of options!

My life is up for auction!

And sometimes i feel like I’m suffocating lack of oxygen

With all this weight surrounding me

I feel as If I’m drowning

My heart is sinking while my head, it stays fucking pounding!

The voices in my head keep telling me that I won’t ever make it,

so I find a mirror clinch my fist and fucking break it!

Watch the pieces shatter, fall

Watch that demon burst apart

See reflections of myself in the little broken shards!

(Verse 2 Part 1)

Dear Alex, I’m writing you again you mothafucka

I’m the reason you picked up a pen

Without me there’d be nothing!

Just sign the dotted line

All your dreams and wishes everything that you can imagine will come alive!

It’s okay you don’t gotta think, they got, your entire future written down

inside a contract signed with blood!

Fame or Freedoms' the thought that’s got you up, I know you if you don’t sign

then you will surely give up!

(Hook)

This is what I’m gonna do

And this is how I live

This is what I’m gonna do

And this is how I live

Ya

This is what I’m gonna do

And this is how I live

This is me and this my life now

It is.

(I SAID!)

(Verse 2 Part 2)

I said I’m fucking out of options!

I been like this since adoption

The way I feeling right now I inform you use some caution!

So you can shut your fucking mouth and listen while I’m talking!

I’m in charge and there’s a line that you are fucking crossing

If you’re gonna stay with me then you to corporate

Instead of hating on me why not

Help me demonstrate

That we can take over the game

Man I’ve had it with your games

Stay the fuck out of my way

If you don’t intend on helping me!

Its my life!

(x14)