Hopeless -

Relapse I’m moving on like I could ever change

But when time goes by depression’s the only thing

That stays with me

The only thing true to my name

I will find, an excuse to pass the time

And I will rely on distractions to subside

The thoughts I have in my mind, cripple and decide

The outcome of my day life, diminished by the night

But I’ll say to you, I’m okay

With life comes pain and that’s okay

Feeling like I’m hopeful, when everything is doubtful

I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying hard to decipher it

When one day I’m doing fine

The next is just crippling time

I’m imprisoned in my mind

The moments in life are mundane

Assorted with series of pleasure and pain

But my brain sustains

These factors of change as ill-minded

And it’s killing me

Will I wake to see my friends?

Will I fall again and again?

But I know, but I know

These holes in my heart, are just temporary lies

I will try to live a better life

Feeling like I’m hopeful, when everything is doubtful

I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying hard to decipher it

When one day I’m doing fine

The next is just crippling time

I’m imprisoned in my mind

Relapse I’m moving on like I could ever change

But when time goes by depression’s the only thing

That stays the same

The only thing true to my name

Feeling like I’m hopeful, when everything is doubtful

I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying hard to decipher it

When one day I’m doing fine

The next is just crippling time

I’m imprisoned in my mind

Feeling like I’m hopeful, when everything is doubtful

I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying hard to decipher it

When one day I’m doing fine

The next is just crippling time

I’m imprisoned in my mind