Carol from HR - wilmette

I just can’t help myself from where I wanna go from here

The only thing I know is that I’m really slow at figuring myself out

Now I don’t know where I want go, stuck in place like stone

Reminisce about the things I love, try to work it out

Memories of what I do the most never seem to fit

But I just can’t shake the thought of this, I just want to know

Will I ever set myself apart from the stress?

Burned into me, create this fallacy in my head

So I’ll knock on your door even though your not in

I’ll hide away

Drank away the night

So I could send you a text with the little dignity I had left

When it came and it went I just let it go

I know you’re there

And I’d like to say I’m sorry for my despair

As I stare into you absently