Trust Fall - WILDCARD

I’ve always just related to the fallen ones, or the solemn ones

All the daughters abused, and all the alcoholic sons

All the kids that are clutching on their pillow when their parents' addiction

is like a wrecking ball demolishin'

All their hopes and dreams can’t reverse fate

This the type of hurt that are worse in restraint the worldplay

Pops used to take me on cons when I was young

Like som twisted version of take your kid to work day

Probably just 'caus I came up like that, another kid with such potential

Self-destructive path is what I chose

To create my wrath, chase the dragon

Pops makin' labs like he’s Breaking Bad

Take my Dad when he used to drive me around paranoid, pulled over,

'You hear them helicopters, boy?'

And I turn, a plea to say, 'Yeah, Dad I do'

Just thinking, no more glass bags for you

When to think that I grew up and did the same thing over now

But I’m relieved, me and Pops are both sober now

Plus, it’s lonely on the dope dough

Not a lot of chicks lined up to give head to Quasimodo

Drop the vocals, rhythm and rock the go slow

And if you going through something it’s probably 'cause you supposed to

Best sunsets have always been to die for

Even when you staring through the window of a psych ward

And I can’t blame no one for my life and the truth hurts

You can’t change your childhood but you can always change the future

Said I can’t blame no one for my life and the truth hurts

Hear me, you can’t change your childhood but you can always change the future

Please don’t weep, call me crazy if you want

But I’mma a be okay, I keep moving on

Tell my Mom not to worry, everything is just fine

I truly think I turned out alright, it just took a little time

Verse 2: Wildcard

You, there’s a metamorphosis with me in this rhythm

I’m seeing this visions, my friends Travis and Ian imprisoned, flee indecision

Agree with your wisdom because the deeper I’m diggin' I figure it should have

been me who went with them

I’m teaching people to listen to their sneaking suspicions

You can’t defeat my fruition and I’ll beat you into submission

And keepin' traditions with MCs and the heat that they’re spittin'

From sleeping with strippers to me to sleep in admissions

This shit goes deeper than the people sweepin streets in the districts

The thief said I’ll keep his condition to believe in a fiction

With leaders of liquor I’m twisted, I can read when I’m freakin' flippin' this

LSD, I’m his, he got me peeking, I’m trippin, I’m pleadin'

Wishin' for people to receive this rendition

I’ll never be where the chicken is

Say this agreement is written

If you critique my ambition then you will see my resistance

I leave eagles beagle picking you in the fetal position and

I know I talk a lot about sex and women

Aggression, venom cliches and reflections in 'em

I just want you to know that I know that we’re all equal

Came from the same pain and we’re all people

And even said girls I’m playin' with em

It’s not their fault for being them, it’s my fault for staying with them

I’m not the only one who has some setbacks as a kid

Only difference is my rhythm and my sketchpad

And anytime I see a boy with his mama I just think about mine

And how she helped me through the pain and the drama and just helped my soul to

shine

And anytime I see a boy with his mama I just think about mine

And how she helped me through the pain and the drama and just helped my soul to

shine

Please don’t weep, call me crazy if you want

But I’mma a be okay, I keep moving on

Tell my Mom not to worry, everything is just fine

I truly think I turned out alright, it just took a little time