Thoughts - Whxami

And as we approaching the end of the summer

I haven’t been doing much

Just writing my friends losing touch

Whenever we chill

Ain’t a lot just a couple of us

But it ain’t the same as it was like showing up late interrupting class like we

care

All them people ain’t fuckin with us but I never changed for no one I followed

my dream til it’s a reality here

And I knew that one day it would come and music it gave me the hope I need

everyday just to cope anxiety fears

Everyone that I knew growing up

It’s college or working a bunch

Society turned them to clones

And I don’t know where I’ma go

Cuz I know I’m worth so much more

Than jobs as a clerk at a store

With bosses who lurk over shoulders

Why you seem scared to be different from the rest of the crowd

I told you they never accept me I accepted myself

And that’s the difference when you live for you or somebody else

Nobody gonna know what’s best for you except you for now

And everyday start to feel the same I can’t remember bout a time it didn’t feel

this way (this way)

I swear anxiety feel so strange (so strange)

Don’t worry bout me just do your thing (thing)

And if you feel alone I can relate I used to think I was the only one but then

it changed (changed)

Stay inside today (today)

It’s like I waste my life away (away)

And when I say fuck this world

What I mean is just the people cuz they evil but it seem so therapeutic by the

trees so I just visit frequently and speak of things I’m thinkin bout

It’s just me the sea a breeze and creatures who all live around

Was I meant to be alone sometimes it feel so comfortable

No one to focus one but you

But other times it’s not as cool

It’s nothing new

The fuck is you doing just up in your room and discussing your mood with nobody

you just talking to you

What I’ve learned could seem so hard to teach (everyday start to feel the same)

To people who was lost as me

And if you asked about it I don’t know where I would start

You see you weren’t meant to follow sheep

And people they will talk regardless of the shit you do that’s why I do the

shit I want and keep away from it

And fuck the hate nothing that they even say should ever changed what you

planned inside your brain fuck em

Don’t wanna waste none the time that you got

It’s up to you to pave the way and break up out of the spot you in

And everyday start to feel the same I can’t remember bout a time it didn’t feel

this way (this way)

I swear anxiety feel so strange (so strange)

Don’t worry bout me just do your thing (thing)

And if you feel alone I can relate I used to think I was the only one but then

it changed (changed)

Stay inside today (today)

It’s like I waste my life away (away)