Hollow - What We Lost

Since the first time I felt this,

this recursive feeling.

(I'm) so tired of this fight, so tired of letting go.

I thought it was good for me,

even if it was hurting me

inside the chest,

inside the heart.

I’m a slave

to this empty room,

that makes me feel as though

I am fucking dead.

I hate the world that made me hate myself,

I hate those days I’m trying to forget.

But memories remain, they are buried in me.

And now, I have to find the

person I used to be

‘cause growing up I’ve lost the nerve of letting go,

insecurities and worries that once I have ignored, now

are choking me.

I’ve become a shadow of myself.

Deah!

A shadow of myself.

A silent sound

That steals my sleep,

The reason why

These demons are here.

Take me back to the ocean

Where this shipwreck lay so sweet, to my eyes.

I am fainting, I am falling.

Tears will fall from my empty eyes,

Tears will fall from my blinded eyes.

I am fainting, I am falling.

This decay,

I never thought it would impact meso strongly.

I hurt my friends, I hurt my family

who slowly started to leave me alone but I never blamed them

‘cause the blame was all on me and now

I realise this.

I hurt my friends, I hurt my family but now it’s too fucking late

to find shallow excuses, empty excuses.

As empty as me.

Day by day

I feel more hollow.

I’m sick of fighting

This weight.

Can you fix me now?

Take me back to the ocean

Where this shipwreck lay so sweet, to my eyes.

I am fainting, I am fainting.

Tears will fall from my empty eyes,

Tears will fall from my blinded eyes.

I am fainting, I am fainting

Alone.