Calibrate - Weller

It’s been a long day

Visiting your household

On my birthday

Sober faces scan the room awkwardly, noticing

That I don’t think you’re clean

So I calibrate emotions in my brain

I think about you

Now that I’m much older

I can doubt you

And the flame that you ignite by inviting me, shockingly

And bringing just yourself

Why would I believe you here in hell?

I don’t really wanna show my cards

Small talk in a neutral bar

I said it all six years ago

When you told me it was all my fault

Now I’m feeling like I’m seizing up

But in the morning when I wake up

I’m miles away