Nothing to Something - Vitali

I’ve been up

I’ve been down

I’ve been down on the ground

I’ve been low

I’ve been high

But there’s nothing I found

I’ve been left

I’ve been right

And I fought for my life

While they twisted the knife

And I lost but I won’t lose again

And I lost but I won’t be lost again

No chances given, noone to believe me

And then I learnt, I need to believe me first

My old self, grieve me, my future, weave me

And a million roads, left to traverse

And I lost but I won’t lose again

And I lost but I won’t be lost again

Years of nothing take their toll

Walking more, aimlessly

The rage cannot take control

I will be who I wanna be

And I tried, I’ll be damned if I say yes

To regrets that keep me from achieving happiness

In this life, all’s a play, we’re all actors in a scene

Many abandon hope, but not all give up their dream

We walk and talk and love and hope unseen

We fall, rise up, above, and get redeemed

No chances given, noone to believe me

And then I learnt, I need to believe me first

My old self, grieve me, my future, weave me

And a million roads, left to traverse

Go from nothing to something

In 12 easy steps

The mistakes are all behind me

To believe in all it takes

To flick through the liars

I opened my eyes

Enjoyed the journey cared none about the prize

Persist, no rest

Setting my own goddamn rules

There’s no break, there’s no ease

There’s no objective truths

Under the bludgeonings of chance

My head is unbowed, till I fade out

When I fall, when I crawl

I still could see one single goal

When the doubts, swarms of crows

Besiege me, my power grows

It matters not, how strait the gate

The punishments the scroll

The master of my fate, I already won