Introduction: Staos -

Silently, it creeps out into my veins

(Then it crawls back again)

Knowing that they have been passed down through time

I can no longer claim these feelings to be mine

(To be mine alone)

This blackened heart will never be pure

For feelings like this — there is no cure

Cleansing my blood with lies and lies

That feeds on my hunger for life

(My hunger for life)

Days on repeat

Stuck in this bluprint

I’ve made for myself

I’m beginning to believe in

The impossibility of things

Ever getting back to normal