This Letter I Write - Verum

I was your lover boy

You found another boy

How could you ruin my life?

Told me forever we’d face it together

But now it just feels like a lie

I’m tryna move on but the feelings are strong

If you’re reading this letter I write

I just sit in my room with the memories of you while the moonlight shines in

And I kill all the lights, yeah

Swiping through texts

I been looking for answers

That don’t even exist

Man this shit is depressing

I ain’t learned my lesson

A fairy tale love

Something I’ll nevr get

When you said it was over

A feeling cam over me (A feeling came over me)

And it hasn’t left since

I fell too deep in your love

I been crawling my way back to freedom and finding my sense

On yeah and I hate you

All that shit you would say about how I just needed to grow

I guess it’s a phase too

What you going through

Maybe the reason you needed to go

All of my life I been looking for someone who love me for me

And you fitted the role

Now I’m just sitting here picking up pieces of what used to be

And I feel so alone

Now I finally know

I was your lover boy

You found another boy

How could you ruin my life?

Told me forever we’d face it together

But now it just feels like a lie

I’m tryna move on but the feelings are strong

If you’re reading this letter I write

I just sit in my room with the memories of you while the moonlight shines in

And I kill all the lights, yeah

I’m in denial

I know that it’s me

The one that you thinking about when you kiss him

You secretly missing those dreams that we had about walking the aisle

Nah

When you wanna talk who you dial

Whenever you see me I hope you can tell that I can’t even smile

Cause of how much

I hate you

All that shit you would say about how I just needed to grow

I guess it’s a phase too

What you going through

Maybe the reason you needed to go

All of my life I been looking for someone who love me for me

And you fitted the role

Now I’m just sitting here

Picking up pieces of what used to be

And I feel so alone

Now I finally know

I was your lover boy

You found another boy

How could you ruin my life?

Told me forever we’d face it together

But now it just feels like a lie

I’m tryna move on but the feelings are strong

If you’re reading this letter I write

I just sit in my room with the memories of you while the moonlight shines in

and-

Now that you’re gone

I keep on checking my phone

And I’m hoping you texted me back (Now that you’re gone)

Ever since we broke up

Everything that’s around me

Keep falling, I just wanna put it all back (Now that you’re gone)

I been stuck in a dark place

And the thought of your face

Is the only thing bringing me back

But I know the end to this story

You left and you’re not coming back

You’re not coming ba-

So baby I hate you

All that shit you would say about how I just needed to grow

I guess it’s a phase too

What you going through

Maybe the reason you needed to go

All of those moments we shared

I thought you were the one I could trust

It wasn’t so

I gotta find me a way I move on

So I’m taking our love and I’m letting it go

Cause I finally know

I was your lover boy

You found another boy

How could you ruin my life?

Told me forever we’d face it together

But now it just feels like a lie

I’m tryna move on but the feelings are strong

If you’re reading this letter I write

I just sit in my room with the memories of you while the moonlight shines in

And I kill all the lights, yeah

I was your lover boy

You found another boy

How could you ruin my life?

(Now that you’re gone)

Told me forever we’d face it together

But now it just feels like a lie (Now that you’re gone)

I’m tryna move on but the feelings are strong

If you’re reading this letter I write (Now that you’re gone)

I just sit in my room with the memories of you while the moonlight shines in

And I kill all the lights, yeah

Now that you’re gone

Now that you’re gone

Now that you’re gone