useless - updog

I feel fat

I feel stupid

I feel useless

Pass the blame

Like my life is a constant fucking horse chasing a train

If it’s me

I don’t know

But I sure feel so alone

And the reason I mistreat me is not feeling self-assured

Tell me, fucking tell me, all the lies you tell yourself

Lies you tell yourself

Lies you tell yourself

I have goals

I have standards

Why are those not set from me?

It’s like a voice inside my head is saying

I should not feel glee

Don’t be happy with what you have

Don’t be stoked with who you are

And just act like you’re a pathetic little dust ball in the wind

Lies you tell yourself

Lies you tell yourself

Tell me, fucking tell me, all the lies you tell yourself

That your worth is just the compromise you made to lose your true self

Lies you tell yourself

Lies you tell yourself