broken bonds. - unknxwn.

I tried to trust, tried to love, all for us

It ain’t work, now I’m hurt and I hate that hoe

Heart turned to dust, had enough

Got crushed, used to care about it all now I can’t no more

I got a rush from the words not heard

Now I’m worse, goddamn this can’t be so

But I guess it must, now I can’t cope

If you hold me close, don’t let me go

I don’t wanna bond just to break

Let me know what you think

Why the fuck would you lead me on?

I don’t wanna shine just to fade

Now my minds in a maze

You don’t ever fucking treat me good

How I fall in love just to hate

On the one that I think

Was the one that would keep me warm

I don’t like pills but I need me one

Don’t like how I feel when I see me gone

Sadness addict, fell the weight of the planet

Fucking erratic, don’t know how I manage

I seem okay when we get face to face

But behind all the skin, I have honestly had it

One day I’m just gonna lose it

Don’t know what the fuck I been doing

All my life I been wasting my time

You don’t know who I am and neither do I

I don’t wanna bond just to break

Let me know what you think

Why the fuck would you lead me on?

I don’t wanna shine just to fade

Now my minds in a maze

You don’t ever fucking treat me good

How I fall in love just to hate

On the one that I think

Was the one that would keep me warm

I don’t like pills but I need me one

Don’t like how I feel when I see me gone

(Weepings)

Fighting every night

Hate the silence so I write out

All of these songs everyday

My own headspace is a maze

I think I’m falling out of

Love, it was good while it lasted

Tilt back the bottle, get blasted

You was fake, made outta plastic

Eating through my heart like acid

But I don’t know what I’d do without you

The world is so dark but you lighten my hue

Ain’t nobody gonna press up on me the way that you do

Seeing right thru that

Show me just a sign

A single pleading line

So I don’t turn my back on you

Fucked in the head I might repeat the cycle like

Walk home alone with a bottle I trifle like

Ain’t feeling well you should check on my vitals write

Thoughts from the past, they got me suicidal, white

Walk in the snowfall

After the leaves fall down

I cannot recall

My life a freefall now

Decline all these calls

Walking down these halls, frown

I’m not at peace, brawl, my head is leaking out