Sorry for Your Loss - Tyree

Ayy

They think I’m poppin'

They showin' me love

All of a sudden my phone just erupt

I had a nigga who just hit me up

Didn’t you make fun of me on the bus?

People invitin' me over for drugs

«Let's write some bars»

Let’s not and say that we did

They think I do it for fun

I wish that was what it is

I do this shit for the pain

This shit just happens to knock

This shit just happens to slap

Wish I could stop

Then do it just ‘cause I want

That’s something none of you want

I’ve been the one since I was one

I could’ve told you but I rather show you

Shit I can’t help you if I got to know you and you ain’t still see it

Bitch you a dummy

You gotta beat it

If you were here and now you’re not

Please don’t hit me when this drops

Know you’re always in my thoughts

But I’m sorry for your loss, ayy

But I’m sorry for your loss, ayy

But I’m sorry for your loss, ayy

Know you’re always in my thoughts

But I’m sorry for your loss

You was lookin' kinda lost

Mistook some juice for the sauce

Hope you wonder what it cost

Now it’s sorry for your loss, ayy

Now it’s sorry for your loss

Now it’s sorry for your loss

Hope you wonder what it cost

‘Cause now it’s sorry for your loss

I think that small talk is taxing

People ask me what I’m up to

I tell ‘em and they all act like it’s a bad thing

Like, «Oh wow, you doin' the rap thing»

I hate how they say it

A couple years later when they see me eatin' and they want a slice

I’ma say I don’t got it

Like «Don't you remember?

I do the rap thing»

And I know I can do it

Why I need so bad to prove it?

I always found that confusing

I just feel so disillusioned

Always jumpin' to conclusions

You never loved me I knew it

I’m the same guy as before

People walk out and I lose it

Damn…

If you were here and now you’re not

Please don’t hit me when this drops

Know you’re always in my thoughts

But I’m sorry for your loss, ayy

But I’m sorry for your loss, ayy

But I’m sorry for your loss, ayy

Know you’re always in my thoughts

But I’m sorry for your loss

You was lookin' kinda lost

Mistook some juice for the sauce

Hope you wonder what it cost

Now it’s sorry for your loss, ayy

Now it’s sorry for your loss

Now it’s sorry for your loss

Hope you wonder what it cost

‘Cause now it’s sorry for your loss

Now I’m sorry for your loss

(No you’re not)

(When this drops)

(In my thoughts)

(For your loss)

(For your loss)

(For your loss)

(In my thoughts)

(For your loss)

Ayy

Dad are you proud of me?

I know right now you are

But if we get to the end and you’re not would you lie to me?

You always big on the honesty

I don’t know if I could take that

I probably… do something rash

Tell the truth I’m so afraid of not comin' in first I might purposely crash

In my nightmares I be sittin' in last

Fresh outta gas

Reflecting on all the mistakes that I’ve made

And the cheap thread in the bed that I made

When I thought I was doin' it right

Constantly doubting myself every night

Like, «I could’ve gone harder» and

«I should’ve called her» and

«Why I keep getting so high for?»

Damn

I’m just tryna catch me a vibe

They say my last shit a classic

But shit, what’s the point if I’m losing my mind?

Oh, I gotta give it time

Oh, I gotta love the grind

I don’t even love my life

But tell my mama that I’m fine

She got enough on her plate

I don’t wanna see her cryin' just ‘cause I couldn’t hold my head up straight

But damn if I don’t wanna get away

And I’m not talkin' ‘bout a trip on a plane

Does God see that as a spit in his face?

Tell the truth, man I don’t know

Dammit I just wanna grow

Into the person I’m meant to be

But I think somethin' been stuntin' me mentally

Like one I really feel myself

Then the next day I wanna kill myself

Always gotta keep it to myself so I don’t worry people with my mental health

Pray to God that when I need it though

It ain’t too late for me to yell for help

Really don’t wanna end up in hell

But I feel like if I stay here it’s just as well

God damn

Ayy

I used to feel like the man

But that was two years ago

I gotta let it go

But for some reason I can’t

Wounds heal but I got hella scars

And that make me feel like I’m hella flawed

Wanna give up and I tell it to God

But He don’t give two fucks if I’m lost

For if for some reason by the time you hear this I am not here

I ain’t ever mean to make you drop tears

I just self-destructed and it’s no one’s fault

This was bound to happen since I got here

Fuck only seein' my auntie in all of these photos

I’m outta this bitch

If they ask where I am tell ‘em that I’m about to go kick it with Moe Moe

Sorry for your loss