From Chaos to Solace - Typhus

I am so sick, so torn

So desperately unreasoned

The harder that I push the faster it comes beating me down

Forgot the touch, the lust, the love, the shine

I can’t keep caging my true human design

The bastard of woe

I’ve come from hell to purify the lie that shows

I want you to know of this evil inside

That keeps fucking up my mind

A desperate addiction from chaos to solace

By the light I will close my eyes

Do I have the honor to enslave

All my weaknesses inside a vial of broken glass

Will my soul be erased to make room

For the motor, that churns my blood

I am the death machine

Do I still have you

Can you trust my mistakes

What if I told you this was the last time

As I’m piling the bodies, would you still believe my lies

Believe my lies as I’m piling the bodies 6 feet high

I knew you’d trust me if I said that I’ll never kill again

If I said, that I’d never kill again

I’m not sorry

For the life I have ruined

To achieve my spiritual completion

To a life of torment

Blood splattered devastation

May my stature reach the heavens

I’ve been cured by a righteous world of shit

That claims to be my failure

Blood splattered devastation

May my stature reach the heavens

I’ve been cured by a righteous world of shit

That claims to be my father

Blood splattered devastation

May my stature reach the heavens

I’ve been cured by a righteous world of shit

That claims to be my savior