Disintegration - Turnover

Oh my god, I fear I can’t be saved

These idle hands have slowly dug my grave

Every day is the same

Feels like I’m disintegrating

Back into the dust from which I came

So I got in my car and I drove and I drove

All night 'til I couldn’t stay awake

Went through Louisiana

As far as I went wouldn’t ever be quite far enough away

And I never wanna feel like I’m dying

'Cause the time that you waste won’t come back

So I took a part of me that I hated

And I tried to leave it in the past

You wake up, nothing again

Old and broken and tired

Go to sleep all alone

Wake up all alone

If I said that I cared I’d be lying

You wake up, nothing again

Old and broken and tired

Go to sleep all alone

Wake up all alone

If I said that I cared I’d be lying

You wake up

You’re nothing

You’re tired

You’re struggling

I just wanna try to be a better man before I fall apart

You wake up

You’re nothing

You’re tired

You’re struggling

Trouble always finds me even when I’m hidden way down in the dust

You wake up

You’re nothing

You’re tired

You’re struggling

They say that we came from dust and to dust we will all return

You wake up

You’re nothing

You’re tired

You’re struggling

My days are numbered fewer than the lessons that I’ve never learned

I’m waiting on all of my demons

To come and take me home