Thousand - Trespassers William

It’s not supposed to feel right

And broken at the same time

A thousand lights that dance

Out of my heart to you each time

What do you have to ask me?

Maybe then you don’t feel

The thousand pins and needles

That I feel near you each time

It’s just my mouth, it’s just a word

And what is that?

How does it hurt?

How does it hurt?

I’m not supposed to need what

I’ve never had to know it

A thousand thoughts that crawl

Out of the dark to lie with me

I’m not supposed to say it

The way my head replays it

A thousand words and none of them

That I can say out loud

But out loud is how it feels

Is what you hide

Just as real, just as real?