BLVD BOY - Travis Thompson

Just breathe, young kid

Take a step back for me one time even though you need deep, young kid

If you say it’s gonna be straight and it’s not that deep, young kid

But it is though, home full of doubt and it’s 6 mode

Cans in the sink and a dish load

Looking for the fam who lost when they piss drunk

Probably like six-O, running my big mouth, uh

My teacher make lists now, said he can’t sit still

Henny bring fists out, Henny draw pictures, hoes with tits out

Man home, big guns smelling like piss now

«There's something wrong with your kid, Ms. Thompson

We got him right here in the office

Is there a guardian here that can come him?»

So I’m growin' more conscious

Of who I am becoming, I like me

It’s who it is, yeah, we’ve been through it

Still trying to fight all that entice me, no, no

But never without no issue

Who making a way regardless (Huh)

Telling you shit that we’ve been through

Take a minute now, huh

They say we in it now, huh

I see the prize on the horizon

It’s no sitting down, huh

We climbed the biggest mountain

So, fucks we give?

About none

I got some friends who died with dreams

I’m tryna live 'em out, huh

I said I’m not where I was, still not where I want

But I’m fine and that’s fine by me

Yeah, I’ve seen a lot and I’m young

Know the cops still in love

And the money, it be times by three

A little bit of heaven

All I want, is that a lot?

Until I get it, ain’t no telling me to stop

A bit of heaven

'Cause my name is all I got

I just want heaven, heaven

My girl said she don’t trust me and then she left for work

Spent the day drinking in bed and wiping tears up with my shirt

You want this real life?

You want the thrill, right?

Like watching Pillhouse 'cause you’re real tired and your bro still broke as

fuck

So you want TV and don’t feel right (I mean, god damn)

Hell of a feeling, lately I just sit and stare at the ceiling

Doubt myself until nothing appealing

I’m coming up short when they ask me shit

Showing up drunk, no accident

Blame my thoughts on those around me

Never myself, so passionless

A borderline massive risk (Hey) to himself but it’s lit

Barely passed but I spazzed the passion and made it legit

But what’s it mean if most of your family situation is shit?

Addicted, risking kids, and asking where the vacancy is

Man, kids on the corner my classmates now

Way less good than bad things now

But the good ones just got highs and

And can’t seem to find out what I’m now

The lashing out or passing out

Then waking just to fuck her

I brag about this life, I’m finna build and cop this massive house

I’m not where I was, still not where I want

But I’m fine and that’s fine by me

Yeah, I’ve seen a lot and I’m young

Know the cops still in love

And the money, it be times by three

A little bit of heaven

All I want, is that a lot?

Until I get it, ain’t no telling me to stop (Woah, woah-oh)

A bit of heaven (Woah-oh-oh)

'Cause my name is all I got

I just want heaven, heaven

Said I’m not where I was, still not where I want

But I’m fine and that’s fine by me

Yeah, I’ve seen a lot and I’m young

Know the cops still in love

And the money, it be times by three

A little bit of heaven (Woah-oh-oh)

All I want, is that a lot?

Until I get it, ain’t no telling me to stop (Woah-oh-oh)

A bit of heaven (Woah-oh-oh)

'Cause my name is all I got

I just want heaven, heaven