Rabbit Hole - Trak

You know I been sliding, sliding

Sliding down the rabbit hole, the rabbit hole

I’m out here (I'm out here), losing my conscience

Crashing down, to these large amounts — of all of this nonsense

Breaking down every thought I’ve owned — to my last promise

They say I’m going bonkers, spiraling down of the rocker

Mirror can’t tell me nothing, reflection is vaguely something

Crossed path, once upon a time, in a past that I used to f** with

I can barely see, looking at myself like we distant cousins

Reaching new heights of despair, so unfamiliar I almost love it

F*** it, I barely function, bunch of bad times causing suction

It’s just mildly buzzing;

my mind is self-destructive

Bad habits causing problems, can’t break them off

Yeah I’m lost, like a rabbit in a maze with no f***ing instructions

So I try harder, but why bother, I go farther than most

But it’s the same drama, causing more harm, like more problems than hope

But I keep pushing (keep pushing), I keep trying, I keep going

Cause I ain’t done, till all this (yeah) turn into something dope

Sliding, sliding

Sliding down the rabbit hole, the rabbit hole

You know I been sliding, sliding

Sliding down the rabbit hole, the rabbit hole

I went from some money to no money

Cracking jokes to it ain’t funny

More friends to smaller circles

Bad decisions, no higher purpose

But yeah, it’s okay (okay) cause I would it do it all again (okay)

That’s a small price that I’d pay (okay)

To lift the curtain, find my way

Still living my life, spending the time

Looking for signs, is it worth it (is it worth it, is it worth it)

Still living my life, spending the time

Looking for signs, is it worth it (is it worth it, is it worth it)

Patiently waiting like my time don’t end

Knowing it will vanish, guess we all just like to pretend

Passing memories by, like we flying on some rental wings

Isn’t it all just so grim, hoping life suddenly decides to extend

Tired, of this wrong or right

Is this how, is this how am supposed to be living my life

Or is it all just accidents, just happening

Illusion of freedom before realizing all of us just trapped again

You know I been sliding, sliding

Sliding down the rabbit hole, the rabbit hole