Sabotage - Totem

I’m too proud to try and let it go

And I’m in a vibe to run away from truth

But you’ve always haunted me in stereo

I turn the dial, but all I hear is you

And the worst part of it is

How I know that you don’t give a shit

All the while, I’m so fucked up that it

Even feels like I still miss you sometimes

I know it’s mad to sabotage the love I finally found

Every sense of mine still wants what’s buried in the ground

Oh I know I’m mad to sabotage the love I finally found

Still my mind brings back to life the past to poison now

Yes, it’s possible to miss the pain

I’m still comparing every one to you

I’m a hostage of an old embrace

And, fuck, I hate that you have been my muse

And the worst part of it is

How I know that you don’t give a shit

All the while, I’m so fucked up that it

Even feels like I still love you sometimes

I know it’s mad to sabotage the love I finally found

Every sense of mine still wants what’s buried in the ground

Oh I know I’m mad to sabotage the love I finally found

Still my mind brings back to life the past to poison now

I know it’s mad to sabotage the love I finally found

Every sense of mine still wants what’s buried in the ground

Oh I know I’m mad to sabotage the love I finally found

Still my mind brings back to life the past to poison now