Ascension - Totalselfhatred

Longing for the way out

To bathe in the blinding light

Golden fields Wither

To dust under my steps

Through these endless catacombs of life

Do i wander, do i stride

Silently leaping into the nothingness

Sheltered within myself

Desert of desolation

Barren land all i can see

Throw sand into my eyes

And i’ll rinse them with knowledge

Rain of grieving angels

Awakens the sleeping life

In a Mirage the glare of GOD

On stony steps i breathe suffering

Ascending from the sin of convention

Rising

Breathing the pain

Climbing and fighting

For the highest gain!