Winding Down - To The Wind

I always try to be

What’s expected of me

But oh

I just don’t really feel like being

A makeshift version of myself today

Life between a mess

And a hard place

(Never ending)

Lige between a mess

And a hard place

I’m still sinking

Winding down

I know my pride is at stake

But I’m sick of playing it safe

For now

Winding down

So tired of feeling ashamed

Too weak to carry

The dead weight

What do I know about a life spent living a lie?

(A lie)

What do I know about

Changing faces

To get by?

Life between a mess

And a hard place

(Never ending)

Life between a mess

And a hard place

And still I sink

I’ve grown paranoid

Fucking wearing on me

Keep me in place

(Keep me in place)

Keep me in place

(Suffering)

Keep me in place

(Keep me in place)

Keep me in place

(Suffering)

Keep me in place

Shed the false skin

Show me your way

My reflection doesn’t

Represent me

These days

The hours loom

Changing ways

I’ll sleep forever

Or I’ll never sleep

The hours loom

Changing ways

In every mirror

In every face

Same reflection

Mocking me

Winding down

I know my pride is at stake

But I’m sick of playing it safe

For now

Winding down

So tired of feeling ashamed

Too weak to carry

The dead weight

The hours loom

Changing ways

In every mirror in every face

The hours loom

Changing ways

In every mirror in every face

The hours loom

Changing ways

In every mirror in every face

The hours loom

Changing ways

In every mirror, in every face