Adrift - To Kill

I’ve seen pain in the eye

Dragged through waves, adrift, alone

I’ve seen how it is to fade

I’ve been alone

Days longer than lives, a white wall is the sky

Numb.

deaf.

tongue tied

Chasing the strength to move this mountain

Chasing myself in the abyss

All i could hope for, sparing your pain

All i could think of, seeing the sun again

I’ve practiced my words, i’ve screamed in my head

I felt no blood through my veins

I thought i knew, i guess i’ll never know

I felt i knew, i feel i never will

All i could hope for, sparing your pain

All i could think of, seeing the sun again

All i can see now, it’s all i’ve learnt

All i can feel now, it’s all i’ve become