None - Threnody

Habit’s what it’s become

Seems like I’m alone

No one to love me

A proud man is gone

The one in control

Is no longer known

Living in a haze

Hell I’ve been shown

I dare not die though

I dare not live

I want to escape

I want to feel good

I need to forget

I need to want

I need to

I need

To think is to be

Therefore I am not

Living’s not the word

Applying to me

No longer I can

See what I should do

Do with my life

Do with myself

I dare not die though

I dare not live

I want to escape

I want to feel good

I need to forget

I need to want

I need to

I need

Now I’ve lost all hope

To get me of the hook

No prospect for me

Into hell I look

If I cannot find redemption

At least there will be oblivion

I dare not die though

I dare not live

I want to escape

I want to feel good

I need to forget

I need to want

I need to

I need