Shame - Theories

Drifting in a sea of self loathing

Deep as my regret and shame

Can’t imagine a fate worse than waking up again

I will never forgive myself

I never dreamed myself capable, it never seemed possible, now I just wanna die

I will never forgive myself

I will never forget what I’ve done

Please just let me die

Sleeping for days on end

No life to live

If my mistakes could die with me

My 12 gauge would be empty

If my death could change the past

I’d slit my wrists

Bring me the end

Show me the pain