Growing Pains - The Spectacle

I’ve been sick and silenced

forgot I had a heart at all

I know I know I should have known

But it’s hard to remember when life is such a short time

But it’s hard to remember when time is a long time

And I was told that I would never die or grow old

Or at least that was what they sold me

Weeds are growing in my playground, haven’t been there for a long time

and if we are born to fail then just slit your throat

life has to be more than this, at least I hope for more

and if we are born to fail what’s the point of living at all?

weeds are growing in my playground, haven’t been there for a long time

and if we are born to fail then just slit your throat

and it’s hard to remember when life is such a long time

and a long long long time it went exactaly as I planned

and a long long long time it went exactaly as I planned

and a long long time ago it went exactaly as I planned

back then we had no plans, we had no worries

we had no home, nor a resting place

they say you can’t be a kid forever and ever

but I beg to differ, but I beg to differ

why would I ever trade my skateboard for your working life?

for you working knife stealing every tace of life

we once slept under upen skies, told stories in the wind

our sleeping bags are now just a vast memory