In Waiting - The Silencer

broken

i feel the weight of 1000 eyes

as i’m falling

i’ve betrayed myself for the last time

waiting

losing myself i just can’t seem to breathe

failing

the ones i love and the ones who believed in me

my soul has been wasted on another life

all the times i was blined by my selfish pride

too eager to show those that i made it

i failed you

all the times i tried just to get it right

i’d lay awake at night trying not to fight

the constant struggle burning deep within

i failed you

it’s a tradgedy what it does to me

wounds so deep god please just let me be

free to explore a world you planned for me to see

i want a life of beauty and a normal family

so help me to believe all the dreams i can achieve

the ones they can’t concieve

because i wear my heart on my sleeve

im giving it all away

no more yesterdays

and i still won’t hold back when i say

this can be the death of me

the demise of a man in waiting

how can i be strong

when i can’t seem to fight it

i’m caught up in time

there are no words left in this heart of mine

slipping, falling, waiting for a sign

last rights

my mind has been wasted on

passed nights

trying not to cry out

hold tight

save your prayers for all you and let go

feel the flow and breakdown

in waiting

in waiting ive seen a side of myself

im struggling to breathe

what i’ve done

who i am

i can’t look back

my past just seems to haunt me now

in waiting

i’ve seen a side of my self that no one else can see

what i’ve done

who iam

i can’t look back

my demons will not kill me now

my soul has been wasted on another life

all the times i was blined by my selfish pride

too eager to show those that i made it

i failed you

all the times i tried just to get it right

i’d lay awake at night trying not to fight

the constant struggle burning deep within

i failed you

it’s a tradgedy what it does to me

wounds so deep god please just let me be

free to explore a world you planned for me to see

because i wear my heart on my sleeve

im giving it all away

no more yesterdays

and i still won’t hold back when i say

this can be the death of me

the demise of a man in waiting

how can i be strong

when i can’t seem to fight it

i’m caught up in time

there are no words left in this heart of mine

broken

losing myself i just can’t seem to breathe

failing

the ones i love and the ones who believed in me

waiting

losing myself i just can’t seem to breathe

failing the ones i love and the ones who believed in me

there is no love left in this heart of mine