Without a Focus - The Rosebuds

And everyone considers it a gift

I wanna try, there’s no way it fits

I don’t know how I am supposed to feel

I don’t know how I am supposed to feel

So, we start over every night

The numbness or whatever diffused light

I don’t know how I am supposed to feel

I don’t know how I am supposed to feel without a focus

I’m trying, trying every day

But I don’t know if perspective ceases to exist

And you look over at me every day

And I look over at you every day

I don’t know how long I’m supposed to wait

I don’t know how long I’m supposed to wait

Though you’re here, I’m still alone inside

I’ve got no feeling you’re nothing but right

It’s humbling when I’m here, I cannot lie

I’m humbled here, I mean I’m humbled inside

Without a single image as the focus

I don’t know if perspective ceases to exist

I see you try to find a simple place

The little room to get away

But it’s too cold and draft your way back there

It’s too cold and draft your way back there

And I play records people do away

To find the meaning or the words to say

I don’t know how I ever ignored this

I don’t know how I ever ignored this without a focus

I’m trying, trying every day

But I don’t know if perspective ceases to exist

Without a focus, I’m trying, trying every day

But I don’t know if perspective ceases to exist

Sometimes, we drive just to sit and think

For hours and hours and hours and hours

I don’t know how I am supposed to feel

You don’t know how you are supposed to feel

We overlooked it everyday

A thing of beauty if just went away

I don’t know how it ever came to this

I don’t know how it ever came to this