Isolated - The Road To Milestone

Fragile little soul perched on a power line

Never knowing when the surge will hit and take your life

I’ve seen you watching me in fleeting glares to pass the time

Until we drop into the ground and slowly rot inside

(Verse I)

I’ve got anxiety that just won’t stop

And I’ve got set backs

Every single step I take to the top

But I’ve got half as much to lose

When all is said and done

Man, I’ve got tendencies

To give up I’ve trashed hope

And jumped the gun

(Pattern Change Breakdown)

I’m cutting ties

And conspiring inside of a fixed // race

Twisting limbs til they snap

Every loose end displaced

(Pre-Chorus)

I think I’ve been here before

The scenery’s the same

Cause every facet of mine

Is outside your lines

But let me tell you what

The world just keeps on saying that

I’m not good enough

I feel like giving up

Proving what I’m worth

To the world is just

Constraining me

It’s draining me

But tell why I ever cared what you thought?

It’s like

I’m not good enough

Please tell me where’s the love?

When everything I’ve done

Turns up wrong to you

It seems to me

If I could be

Anyone, I would be everything that you’re not

Please step off

(Verse II)

Just one more time

That’s what I’ll tell myself

Keep in the habit

I do not need your help

No

I’ve got control

That’s what I’ll tell myself

Keep in my patterns

Keep all of you shut out

(Verse II)

I’m deluded

Full of mis-steps

Convoluted

Liar to myself

I’ve been jaded

Bloated with hate

Self-berated

Separated

Never seeing day light

Complicated

Self-deprecated

I hate it

I made it

Baby it’s a bed that I’ve laid in

I’ll admit it

Most days I know

I can change it//

But then I ask myself-

«Just why would I change up my flow for people that keep telling me-»

(Chorus II)

I’m not good enough

I feel like giving up

Proving what I’m worth

To the world is just

Constraining me

It’s draining me

But tell why I ever cared

What you thought?

I’m not good enough

Please tell me where’s the love?

When everything I’ve done

Turns up wrong to you

It seems to me

If I could be

Anyone, I would be everything

That you’re not

(Outro)

Let’s clear this up

I am no man

To be formed by your hands

And if I’m falling short

Then you should change your plans

Just keep your thoughts to yourself

If you know nothing bout me

And if my name’s in your mouth

Then I hope you like the taste