Broken Down Limousine -

So I’ve been slipping in and out of that static snow

Blaming the black or the gray or the white

Whatever was dancing in front of my eyes at the time

And I finally disappeared between the lines

I’ve been drowned out by the digital whine

And I’m alone with that indifferent silence

I wasted my life trying to hide

I’m a broken down limousine, baby

I was hoping for some help with that

I spent twenty years on the side of the road

Watching the cars pass

Sometimes I’d wake up to new breath in my bed

A beautiful girl to fill my head

Breathing, «Baby, give up, don’t leave

Quit running from those words

Oh, they’ve already been said.»

And it’s like fighting sleep

I always lose

And an ocean up rises up

Around our room

And when I finally drown in it

I won’t have an excuse

Cuz I lock the doors from the inside

Oh, I lock the doors from the inside

So my eyes, my eyes

My eyes will drift below

Below sea level

When she asks, when she asks

«Don't you love me?

Don’t you love me anymore?»

Well, I don’t, I don’t, I don’t

I never loved anyone

Maybe I never loved anyone

Maybe I just needed to so bad

That I thought I did

Maybe I never loved anyone

Maybe I never loved anyone

Maybe I just needed to so bad, so bad

That I thought I did

Well, I thought I did

Well, I thought I did

Well, I thought I did

I was so sure I did

I was so sure I did

And I end up back on the side of the road

Waiting for my heartbeat to sink into the asphalt

And reaching out into the traffic

It’s a sad excuse for romance

And I don’t stop

But I’m gonna stop

Well, I’m trying to stop

I mean, goddamn

I keep breaking my arms

I oughta be more careful

Cuz there are things that don’t ever, ever heal

So when the morning comes this time

I wake up on my own

And I swear I don’t mind

I’m not afraid to be alone

But I’m stuck under the sheets

Like they’re made of lead

I’m still stuck under the sheets

Like they’re made of lead

And now that fear is crawling back into bed

Yeah, now that fear is crawling back into bed

I say, «Darling, that fear has crawled its way back into our bed,»

But she’s gone now, but she’s gone now

But she’s gone now, but she’s gone now

So it’s just me

So it’s just me

So it’s just me

So it’s just me

So I scream, «Baby, I’m wrong, I’m wrong

I’m wrong, I’ve been wrong.»

But I’ve known I was right all along

I never believed in those love songs

But I wanted to

Oh God, I still want to

But this is it, this is it, I’m done

So please

Don’t help me out of this hole

This hole I’ve dug into my stomach

I haven’t been taking my pills

I keep trying to forget that it’s there

But I know, but I know, but I know that it is

But I know, but I know it’s there

And it’s my own fucking fault

So I’m done pretending that some love can fix it

There is nothing, no one, no love that can fix it

So I’m done

Now I’m done

So I’m done, so I’m done, so I’m done, now I’m done

So there’s nothing, no one, no love that can fix it

There’s nothing, no one, no love that can fix it

And baby, if you can’t fix it

Then I’m done

Now, I’m done