How Could You? - The Old Dead Tree

Sometimes I try to realise that you are gone

Sometimes I think that I’ll never, (Can't) go on alone

An endless fight, to look normal, to be funny

I can only paint deadly smiles on my poor face

My poor face…

How could you leave us so suddenly?

How will we live?

How could you leave us so suddenly?

How will I live?

I’m so angry with you

How could you

Hide your pain this way?

I’m so angry with myself

How could I

Be so blind?

Every morning the same nightmare

Won’t I wake up?

It’s the worst pain I’ve ever felt:

You’ve given up, given up…

Because you hated life as life hated you

Like a nameless disease, like an aimless torture

I have searched for answers to explain your suicide

I’ve preferred the version of an impulsive act

But you knew all this time that you’d finally go

You’ve prepared your own death with a smile on your lips

We lost a friend

(A) part of ourselves

It will never be the same!

Something has died

With you this day

We’re the orphans of your smiles!

How could you?