Shuddershell -

To me you are the warmest season

You have always been the brighest sun

These cliches will not be spoken

I’d choke on my lead tongue

So self-aware it’s a burden

Forever crippled by the tendency

Please evict me from this shuddershell

So I can speak

This is so frustrating

I don’t know what I’m saying

This loss for words seems

To burrow deeper everyday

I’m so misunderstood

Cannot relay the good

That’s stranded deep inside

'Cause next to you

I’m at a loss for words

Don’t confuse this for confession

Or as a plea for sympathy

It’s just a window to soul bound

By all my insecurity