Suspend - The Machine in the Garden

Trapped in time

At the edge of reality

If I could stand

And look it in the eyes

And change back

To the way things were

Take everything away

So I am not suspended

Suspended above my life

Hovering around my fears

Feelings change

You’ve changed too

And I can’t speak

And I can’t know

And I’m not alone

And I fall

And I am far

And I am fear

And my tears flood

And I fall

And I can’t see

And I can’t leave

And I’m far beyond

And I fall

And I am near

And I am real

And my heart longs

And I am