Dopest Forreal - The Jacka

What is our life comin' to my respected brothers and sisters?

You say you can’t focus it’s hopeless cuz' I’ve been missin'

But here I am so deep in the streets you thought I was livin'

I found myself braggin' on the cards I was given

But this ain’t life I need Islam cuz' I’m just a nigga

Won’t wanna leave this time, shit never leave the .9 niggas trippin

You used to bring the line, you’s a fiend this time life different

Never leave my mind repeat the crime on beats like this one

Close your beak listen to a G over the rhythm

We must link, shit that make ya think is all that I give em'

Probably slap the grill out ya mouth cuz' I don’t feel ya

It’s hopeless forreal am I the dopest forreal?

Or just a coke pusher huh hopin' I live?

I’m out here ever day stressin' and shit

Can’t jump in the car without the weapon and shit

Waitin' on a problem cuz' I’m hard as a brick

You niggas say you trill, but about as real as it get

Out the window with the pistol 'bout to empty the clip

Reload, jump up out the low empty out again

We rarely live to be old men cuz there’s so much against us

Gotta ride for my nigga, but we killin' each other

I think about it all the time, but I can’t do nothin'

All happen, just tryna grind just tryna be someone

Just tryna get my family out the slums why I’m hustlin'

Gotta be a reason why my heart still pumpin'

I seen a man today I think he tried to tell me somethin'

I thought about Pac, and what he used to rhyme about

More than just a thug cuz' he really tried to find it out

It’s hopeless forreal am I the dopest forreal?

Or just a coke pusher huh hopin' I live?

I went to jail, they gave me a county year

Still was on some grimy shit, but studied Islam in there

Read a few books, tryna get through my time in there

Met a few crooks, swear the niggas can rhyme in here

Rapped about our cases tryna get out and shine again

The life of Muhammad, Sallallahu Alayhi Wasallam

Changed my state of mind, read the pages all night long

Different stages he went on on his journey through Jenner

That’s so deep I hold back cuz you’re just a beginner

I read Behold a Pale Horse, they got a plan for humanity

On the field with the torch barely cock it' insanity

Tryna deal with the voice that whispers in my heart

I took my Shahada and begged Allah it would stop

The more I embraced Islam the more I got sharp

I’m sick of wastin' time so was lifted from the dark

The Dean teachers killers sickness of the heart

It’s hopeless forreal am I the dopest forreal?

Or just a coke pusher huh hopin' I live?