Confront Myself - The Fading

Take a look at me — what do you see?

Have I lost the human in me?

Am I a shadow of my own reflection?

Am I going in the wrong direction?

I see fear in your eyes!

I see lips screaming lies!

Melted hope, swallowed pain

Empty whole, dirty rain

On written tragedy I live

With a scratched soul, by self belief

The withered moments are passing by

How can I overcome this life?

Step one: Close your eyes

Step two: Hold your breath inside

Step three: Let your anger free

Step four: Scream!!!

So again I’m on the run

Chasing freedom, sense is gone

Am I facing an endless road?

This routine will kill me whole

You are trapped and lost again

Since you’ve found the way to use your brain

Sleepless nights of million thoughts

Let them go!!!

This is the final chance

To bring me back myself again

How can I leave this mess?

I know I can’t, I can’t, I guess…