Conductor -

I think of the many nights

I’ve wasted trying to figure

You out.

Ignoring my gut

Maybe I just needed to pick

You up?

I extended my arms

Out and got pulled right

The fuck down.

Yeah I take

A minute to remember how

I got here, then I realize

I just wasted sixty seconds

I’m going to have to kill the

Regretful thought you’ve instilled

It’s you that you betrayed

Who will save you now that you’ve

Drained all the good from me?

A product of you now

Who will save you now?

Plague you forged this storm

That hovers me, manipulating

Now I finally see how truly

Miserable you make me

I’m breaking free

Now it’s time to go back to the

Gutter that I found you in

With all of your wonderful

Friends, or what’s left of them

I’m positive they’ll smell your

Stench and flee to the sewers

Instead you can pick up right

Where you left off, a chip on

Your shoulder, and a mouthful

To talk.

Go spit it all over the

Block make me the topic of

Your day

It’s you that you’ve betrayed

My breath of fresh air slowly

Disappeared with a long deep

Inhale, merry christmas, happy

New year

Given in whole to you, you gave

Me back the pieces minus a few

And scattered them about, now

I’m left alone to sort them out

I won’t be checking lost and

Found, I’m leaving the bitch

At the pound