Below -

Drowning

In a sea of frustration

A thing of painful elation

All this for what?

I don’t remember the good times

I just remember the bad times

As seen for what it was

Will she show me the way I need to go?

Will she save me the pain that awaits below?

Wading

In a pool of my own tears

Shunted pain from my dead years

Tell me it’s changed

I don’t remember the good times

I just remember the bad times

As seen for what it was

I’m drinking pain for my crimes

That I commit on my own time

As seen for what it was

Will she show me the way I need to go?

Will she save me the pain that awaits below?

Where am I going?

What am I feeling?

Why does my pain feel so good?

Where am I going?

What am I feeling?

And my pain’s understood

Swallow your pain and your hunger for pride

No matter what it takes forget what part of you that has died

Rot in sorrow, for what you think is happiness

And I’ll be happy to see you in your loneliness

Will she show me the way I need to go?

Will she save me the pain that awaits below?

Where am I going?

What am I feeling?

Why does my pain feel so good?

Where am I going?

What am I feeling?

And my pain’s understood

Where am I going?

What am I feeling?

Why does my pain feel so good?

Where am I going?

What am I feeling?

And my pain’s understood