Killing Time - The Carbonfools

I thought I would be able

Just to stand up on the table

And I’d shout it out so loud that I’m so strong and I’m so tough

To fight down all this madness

And throw away my sadness

And I thought I was the one

I thought I’m smart enough

But when things fell into trouble

And I felt like ass and rubble

And I realised that nothing works so easy as I thought

Here’s a man just prayin'

Even all the gods betrayin'

I wish I could just move away from the sadness that you caused

If I put you down

The pain returns

If I pick you up

You just make it worse

If I rule your world

I move from your mind

Then I don’t want to live

Just killing time

Now like a story I don’t remember

Fairy … bed (?) on that rainy December

May I sing my song

My sorrow just begun

I couldn’t help it

And I was looking for someone

I want to live not just rollin' around

Just hold my hand, let’s get lost and now be found

I let them far, don’t work hard to know my sorrow

I know it’s no today

It’s always tomorrow

If I put you down

The pain returns

If I pick you up

You just make it worse

If I rule your world

I move from your mind

Then I don’t want to live

Just killing time