Ida - The Beautiful Monument

I’m still confused as to why we steered this way I promised my heart there

would be no more pain, only fear in fact, I think I lied to myself

To who or what may have led me to you, I’m begging you please let this one be

true

Nothing is better than seeing your smile or hearing your voice just for a while

I’m not ready, to be left broken and scarce

I’m not ready, to clutch this pain in my chest

I’m not ready, to tell myself what I already know

But I’m ready, to take that first step for you

Like an addiction, you’re just as bad as a drug I hold each moment at the tip

of my tongue There’s only so much I can do or say

Like an addiction, distance is something I can do without

Like repetition, why waste my time on something I stopped believing?