Without Panasos - The Anniversary

It’s never felt so hot within these walls between the cracks

As we forget our manners days slow down and I relapse

Dear Dad — I’m having trouble feeling sad

Your words find secret pathways through my spine

Inside my teeth I’ll scream — I know that I miss you — I know that I miss you

Inside my teeth I’ll scream

Those diamond streets, invisible runways buried beneath

And I was wrong this time — oh I was so wrong

Every other morning I wake up lost and tired from dreaming

As we distill our vision nights grow long — void of real meaning

Dear Dad — I’m having trouble feeling sad

Your words find secret pathways through my spine

Inside my teeth I’ll scream — I know that I miss you — I know that I miss you

Inside my teeth I’ll scream

Those diamond streets, invisible runways buried beneath

And I was wrong this time — oh I was so wrong

And Dad you don’t know the half of it this time

You told me what was yours would soon be mine

You taught me to no longer be afraid — no longer be afraid

Those diamond streets, invisible runways buried beneath

And I was wrong this time — oh I was so wrong